I wrote a post awhile back about why I can’t wear a mask. A physical mask that is. After that panic attack on the way
Year: 2020
You Matter to Someone
I haven’t written in awhile. I haven’t felt like sitting down to write. I didn’t feel like what I wrote really mattered. It didn’t seem
After 4 Years – No Obsessing. Balanced. Mindful.
I would love to be able to say that after 4 years post treatment, I never struggle with thoughts about my weight anymore. But there
The Marks We Carry from Our Past – Infertility is Mine
Benj married me because he loves me. I know this. I believe this. I need this. Because when I started the recovery process, I needed
Why I Can’t Wear A Mask
I’ve heard the chapel speakers and pastors and youth leaders talk about how we all wear masks. I’ve heard the analogy of how we wear
I Have Strong Opinions
I do not consider myself to be someone with strong opinions. I am not one to voice my beliefs loudly. I don’t get into debates
Lessons Learned from Covid-19 and an Eating Disorder
I never thought I’d be saying that my lessons learned from Covid-19 and an eating disorder are similar. But similar they are. I had no
Who I Am Apart from ED
When I first entered recovery, I realized it was hard for me to unravel my personality from the personality of my eating disorder. I had
Why Live Frustrated?
I just can’t write a blog post this week. It’s so frustrating to the point of throwing myself off a short cliff. I can’t take
What Are Your Excuses?
What are your excuses? I’ve got many to fit any circumstance. Because I can be an excuse pro. Why not go over to that group