January 2020 -

Why Looking Perfect Isn’t Worth It

I don’t have a full length mirror anymore. Benj got rid of it, upon my request, while I was in treatment when I finally began

You are the ones who love. You see the destructive behavior and the illogical decisions. You watch the one you love slowly disappear. And you

After 16 days, I was scared of going home. Treatment was safe. I had people around me to hold me to the rules of recovery

I used to be the Queen of Calories. I could look at a plate of food and intuitively know how many calories I was consuming.